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Journal Entry: Thu Jul 26, 2012, 7:04 PM
No one reads this or cares and I haven't put up any art in ages anyways, but it feels nice to just write something and leave it for anyone to see, even if it's a rant or nonsense.

I want to stop taking life and others seriously, but for some reason people seem to love making that very difficult. They like to make me angry, to get on my nerves. I do what i can to keep my cool, to just shrug it off or counter with something witty or mind-numbingly bad humor. However, what I really want is to just kill them. Or otherwise permanently remove them from interacting with me. I wonder if they, especially him, really want to make me so... absolutely livid, or if they just don't understand how much the things they say or do make me want to bash their skull in or cut them to ribbons.

I'm glad I have some self control, and some ways to release pent up anger and relax. But want I need is to just not fucking care anymore. That would be much more delightful and less troublesome, so I could think and worry about things that are  more important. I need this vacation. I need to be out in the woods with no one around, and just exist without all this bothersome drama and what-not. I want to get my kayak so I can go to the most remote little spots I can find, so I can have some precious time away from people.

I want to move forward. There are so many things I need and want to improve on.


17 days and I can breath real forest air again for a week, and not hear cars off in the distance or smell the various unpleasantries of civilization. I can hardly wait <3

  • Listening to: Distance - Headstrung
  • Reading: Books.
  • Playing: Starcraft 2
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew


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ShadowDemonQueen Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hello long time no speak
Shadow-Ichigo Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2016
Happy birthday, my old naga pal
ShadowDemonQueen Featured By Owner May 11, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ShadowDemonQueen Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you know i had a dream with you in it
ShadowDemonQueen Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yooo whats up? long time no speak huh?
ShadowDemonQueen Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Samouel Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey, thanks for watch :D
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Fenrir-Moon Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
So this must be the comment that Paige felt the need to apologize about. I don't know whether you were told the wrong information or if you just misunderstood it, but you obviously don't get what happened at all. I don't even know what to say other than to not comment on my profile ever again. Also, try doing something other than trolling people and looking like and asshole. Have a wonderful night/day, hope to hear from you never.
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